This Page, That Year 

That day, when life just took its uninformed and destructive turn . I stood there gazing to those moments that would hence forth reflect in my memories. There was decision to be taken, promises to be made , responsibilities to be shouldered . I was to make myself or break myself . I did realize that I was going under a change . This change would not alone affect me but the lives I now was accountable to . Living a carefree and less paid life , It was time for a revitalization . I however realised that everything WE hope for is not that is there in the "PLAN" . The confidence thrashed by circumstances, demeanour lost to difficulty and came the blue waters with the hallucinating waves . All that I possessed just seem to lose the strings once attached to me and was supposed to stay . But as truth triumphed over fantasy and immaturity , realities became unbearable . This turned life topsy turvy , to find my self stuck in that awful middle position where options seemed more like a dreadful attempt to save oneself. To over think became a regular habit , expectations reached their peak . It seemed that I wished if stones could speak and trees answered queries ,that anyone would just help me escape this grounding situations which soon was to steal the precious things I once acclaimed pride about . 

Yet one has to realize that there is always a rainbow after a heavy rain , a saviour in the sea of pain